Increase the steroids...
I am hungry all the time.
I am scatter brained.
This'll be fun.
It took years for me to get to a place where I wasn't bitter taking my meds every morning, wasn't annoyed and frustrated by my weekly methotrexate injection, wasn't angry about the biologics and their scary potential side effects. Years. I am mindful now and focus on positive energy and healing thoughts as I take, inject, and receive the infusion. It is hard to stay positive in those moments when it isn't helping enough.
I keep telling myself that it'll pass, but more realistically I need to shift my thinking and focus on making the best of how I feel.